Through the eyes of a child

Jesus always knows best and he knew what he was talking about when he said that we should have faith like a child (Matthew 18:1-5). In a way, seeing through their eyes is a piece of heaven on Earth. On Sunday God provided several opportunities to interact with some of my favorite kind of people- the little ones. By the end of the night I can honestly say my faith was enlarged by being with them.

This past weekend I brought several of my youth up from Richmond to do Mission work in and around DC. On Sunday morning they came to Saint James Alexandria to help with the Peanut Butter and Jam Ministry. When we showed up the kids who were already there got really excited to see my youth. I heard one of them say to another who was arriving, “There are literally millions of teenagers in there, come see.” This boy was so excited about a group of other kids and it reminded me how much showing up matters. Just being there was a ministry.  Making all those sandwiches was great, but seeing that look of wonder was priceless.

Then there was the service–this was my youth groups first time coming up here. It is a very different service from what they are used to and I thought it might be difficult for them to worship knowing that God called me to this place and that means leaving them soon. In any case, throughout worship, the sermon, and communion I kept looking at their faces and they were glowing. They each came alive, smiled, laughed, and sang in beautiful ways. They didn’t just bring part of themselves to the mission trip or worship, but they brought all of themselves.

Later at the Kingstowne service I had the opportunity to hold our youngest new member. I felt so blessed to hold a piece of God’s creation, every time you hold a baby it is powerful. God literally breathed life into that child and they have a world of discovery ahead of them. We forget that the same applies to all of us adults too, but it is so plain to see that in and the eyes of a child.

This past week’s message was on taking up the cross. This has been an incredible roller-coaster kind of year for me, but all I have to say is that if taking up the cross means continuing to put these little ones on my priority list, I am there. I don’t ever want to become so jaded and caught up in things that I miss that sense of wonder or forge to take time for them. I love working with adults, but there is something special about what is new to children and how God speaks to them in ways we miss sometimes and likewise, how we can reveal things to them that they might not be aware of yet.

You can pull any number of sayings out of the Bible like, “take up the cross,” “turn the other cheek,” “eye for an eye,” or “faith like a child.” This week I learned more about the first through the last. I wonder what God is teaching you about taking up His cross this week. I pray that He is moving your heart as you process the message and live your life as you feel called.

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Does Jesus advocate martyrdom?

In my last post on Mark 8:34-9:1, I wondered what Jesus was telling us in today’s terms when he tells us to take up the cross. The word “martyr” originally comes from a Greek word that means “witness” and not so much the “dying-for-a-cause” kind of thing. Yet as more Christians died for their faith in the first couple hundred years of the faith, it came to mean witnessing to faith through a willingness to die for it. Of course being willing to die is a far cry from seeking out death as a way to prove faith. Even Jesus (arguably) did not seek out death as a way of proving anything but willingly accepted the way of living that led to death for him. I am convinced that Jesus does not want me to seek out death for him but to seek out living for him.

In the Mark passage and since roughly Mark 8:26/27, Jesus has set a new course and there is a different flavor to his teaching, about sacrifice and giving away life so that others may live. Perhaps it is this very willingness to share my life, to give my life to others, that is a piece of what taking up the cross is all about…

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What does “taking up the cross” look like?

Mark 8:34-9:1. Following Jesus is not a walk in the park- my translation (loosely) of Jesus words about taking up the cross. As USAmericans trying to practice our faith, most of us will never be asked to choose between life and death for the faith we have. The cross from Mark’s perspective would have been an instrument of death, state-sponsored death. I’ve heard talk about “giving up my life” or “death of the old self” but neither of these really measure up to the idea of facing death for faith. Don’t get me wrong- I know there are many people who face real persecution for their faith over the rest of the world but I have not known of any here in the U.S. in recent history.

The question will then boil down to the relevance of this text for us today, hence the title of this blog entry. How do I take up the cross today? Or is this one of those “that-was-then-this-is-now” sayings my friends tell me about? I feel that I need to take it more seriously than that. This text is reassuring for people who are facing death for their faith; it points to the fact that they have found themselves where Jesus said people of faith are going to be, taking up the cross. Is it taking up the cross to act in a way contrary to what others are doing? By that I mean when I choose a different set of behavior patterns about the way I treat people, whether I am willing to cheat or lie to get ahead. How do I lay my life down in my relatively normal, everyday-kind-of-life?

Another interesting piece of this saying/teaching by Jesus is that he does not reserve it for the already-followers; he calls the crowd over and tells them. The disciples may think of this as another bad PR move- who wants to join up with a group that is marked by self-denial and taking up a cross? Yet it is in the aftermath of the cross, in Jesus’ willingness to give his life away, that we begin to understand the meaning of his life. Can it be as we begin to give our lives away that we find meaning ourselves?

These are some of thoughts I am working with this week as I wrestle with the Bible reading for the weekend.

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